To say I’m a little frustrated at the moment is an understatement. I’m finally free of the confines of my day job, at least for the next couple of months, and you’d think I’d be zooming right along with my AWAI assignments. But that isn’t what’s happening.
Instead, I’m knee deep in clutter and bogged down by what seems like a never-ending stream of tasks. Some are legitimate (trying to get the house cleaned and organized so it will be ready to put on the market, dealing with the paperwork for my mother’s nursing home recertification and a horrible mix-up with health insurance that stems back over a year, playing wedding planner and caterer for my son’s wedding that is in less than two weeks and getting ready for the trip there, trying to pull together all the loose ends for a business launch that I’m planning as soon as I return from the wedding … need I go on?) Did I mention I have yet to shop for something to wear to the wedding?
And all the while I am so wanting to dive in and totally get myself soaked in my copywriting training. I want to read the control letters over 30 times like the course instructions say. I want to spend two or three hours uninterrupted and with nothing else on my mind as I read through the coursework and give the assignments a try. I want to have the time to write the salesletters out by hand over and over again, because I know that these are the tasks that will get me where I want to go.
I think about what I wish I was doing all the time. But yet, I’m not doing it. Something always seems to take priority. And of course, I realize it’s not enough to just THINK about it … I have to DO it.
At some point I need to make this course a priority and stop letting all of life’s time-sucking obligations and details have the best of my attention and time.
I’m well aware that when it becomes important enough to me I will do what it takes to make the time. Either that or I’ll find a way to squeeze another 3 hours into each day. I’d gladly give up sleeping if I thought I could actually stay awake long enough to be productive.
I keep telling myself that as soon as the wedding is over, I’ll make the course my top priority. I hope I can hold myself to it. I know that the third installment is going to arrive any day and I’m still working through the first one. Arghhh!
Ok, enough of my rant. Back to organizing the office … fun, fun, fun.
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